I’ve been getting these crazy looks from all the girls when im at parties because im not really into conversation.but when people ask me about my day and what i’m up to, it doesn’t matter how much I don’t want to talk about it.they just want to know what’s going on with me.and that is kinda scary. im 16 years old and Im still learning how to be a woman! but its coming! time to prove myself and join the club! so here is the rest of my story…
Man, I’m really bad at making friends.
okay so im not really a social butterfly, im more of a shy freak. but when i get the chance to meet someone new, its the best thing to do. eventually, i will meet some people who will like me on a completely different level and that is the best experience in the world. but i’m so shy that i can’t talk to people at all. so the first few months after my arrival in this world, i was extremely shy and nervous around people. but over time, i got used to it and started to enjoy it. now i’m a social butterfly, which is a very rare thing.
But as long as Im around nice people sometimes
i love being in a social situation. its the most amazing thing in the world to meet new people. and to be able to talk to them about everything from my younger days to school to sports to what ever else i like. its like a second home to me. but it’s also very lonely sometimes. because there’s really nobody to take the time for you to process all the information you’re giving. and you never know when or if someone will want to talk to you. so when you get the chance to meet some new people, share your interests, talk to people you like, and if you can, make an effort to put some smiley face technology on your profile so people will know you exist. its so much easier to meet people when they see that you have a smile on your face, even when you’re shy.
Knowing when to leave the love stage and when to push it a bit further
i love telling love stories, its one of the greatest things i do for a living. even though i have no idea how anyone would ever want to hear about my love life, its a really comforting thought. i’m really good at telling tall tales and having stories to tell, but when its time to tell the truth, i’m really good at it too. i guess its because i’ve always been such a control freak when it comes to relationships and love life. my mum and step-dad would always tell me to be careful what i said and to be careful with what i did. but when i get to be my own person, they’re not worried about the consequences. so when it comes to relationships, it’s okay to be emotional and flakey sometimes. it’s okay to say what you think and do what you want. and to take care of yourself. its okay to feel like you’re “sick” or “diseased” or whatever you want to throw around, its okay to be down or happy or whatever you want to feel.
Confidence and self-discovery.
i love confidence and self-discovery. its the best thing that ever happened to me. at 16 years old, im the front-runner for best-looking kid in the world. im tallest, most muscular and have the best smile ever. and to top that, i have the most amazing natural hair ever. its simply No One Under The Sun. so its nice when someone gives you this amazing gift. its called your natural hair. it comes in so many wonderful styles, from dosas to coiffures, and its very easy to wear. and to top that, its very easy to natural hair wash. so when someone gives you this gift, they are giving you their heart. and i mean their whole heart. not just their hair. they are giving you so much they are willing to give up some of their celebrity status and recognition to give you something so precious they care about you so much. so when your 18 and have your first child with your partner, its definitely a time to celebrate. its also a great time to experiment with new hair products and styles. natural hair is simple, easy and great for everything.
Help Others Before Yourselves . . . That is why Im a man!
i love helping other people. its the most rewarding thing in the world. and when you get the chance to help a less fortunate person, you are giving those people the best chance of success. it’s like giving them your undivided attention. you are giving them your time, your energy, and their best chance of success. so help others before you takes. its the ultimate test. and its definitely a crucial one.
Surprises that make me smile
i love surprises. its one of my all-time favorite activities. you could say its the essence of life. its what im good at. and its what im loved doing. but sometimes, its really hard to keep from laughing when someone calls me on what they are up to. so when someone calls me on their shenanigans, its like something out of a gross movie. its terrible. and you better be on your game when it comes to keeping a straight face when someone is trying to shill for you. so when someone calls me on their shenanigans, its like something out of a gross movie. its terrible. and you better be on your game when it comes to keeping a straight face when someone is trying to shill for you. so when someone calls me on their shenanigans, its like something out of a gross movie. its terrible. and you better be on your game when it comes to keeping a straight face when someone is trying to shill for you.
Dont be afraid to try something new if its something youve never done before
like im not bad at all, but when it comes to trying new things, i’m really bad at it. its just that im lazy. and i don’t have the mental capacity to do anything i don’t know well. so when people ask me to try something new, i usually think about how much fun it will be and whether or not i have the energy for it. but then they are always so supportive and eager to help. and its like we always have this talk about “why not us?” so usually, when people ask me to try something new, i usually think about how much fun it will be and whether or not i have the energy for it. but then they are always so supportive and eager to help. and its like we always have this talk about “why not us?”